Author's Note

A Review on the story from Chapter 1-12.

Girl, girl I'm goin' outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin' outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I'm watching you go
I'm watching you pass me by
It's real love that you don't know about

Baby I was there all along
When you'd be doing things I would watch you
I picture you and me all alone
I'm wishing you was someone I can talk to
I gotta get you out of my head
But baby girl I gotta see you once again, again
It's real love that you don't know about

Girl, girl I'm goin' outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin' outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I"m watching you go
I'm watching you pass me by
It's real love that you don't know about

Every night when I would go to sleep
I couldn't stop dreaming about you
Your love has got me feeling kinda weak
I really can't see me without you
And now you're runnin' round in my head
I'm never gonna let you slip away again
It's real love that you don't know about

Every now and then when I watch you
I wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk wit cha
If I could have the chance to walk wit cha
Then I would stop holding it in
And never have to go through this again, again
It's real love that you don't know about

Girl, girl I'm goin' outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin' outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I"m watching you go
I'm watching you pass me by
It's real love that you don't know about

Today when I saw you alone
I knew I had to come up and approach you
Cuz girl I really gotta let you know
All about the things you made me go through
And now she lookin' at me in the eye
And now you got me hopin' I ain't dreamin' again,

Again
It's real love that you don't know about

Every now and then when I watch you
I wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk wit cha
If I could have the chance to walk wit cha
Then I would stop holding it in
And never have to go through this again, again
It's real love that you don't know about

Girl, girl I'm goin' outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin' outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I"m watching you go
I'm watching you pass me by
It's real love that you don't know about

You're the one that I want and no one can take it from me
No, no, no, no, no
Even though I don't really know you
I got a lot of love I wanna show you
And you'd be right there in front of me
I can see you passin' in front of me
No, no, no
Girl I need your love
Baby I need your love

This the official soundtrack (OST) for the fanfic. Track name : Real love. Sung by Massari.

What can you understand from the few written words that described the overall story written so far? does it remind you of Jaejoong in chapter one? Im going to do a recap on what each character means to the story.

Andee : She was the first one who got introduced in the first chapter. She got broken hearted and met Jae by accident. That's when she entered the lives of 5 guys. Little did she know how these 5 guys affect the people around them. She was born and raised by a japan father and korean mother. Her whole family had to migrate when she was 17. That was when she studied fashion design and worked for Christian Dior for 2 years prior to coming to Korea. She was an average low profile person, wasn't too sociable or introvert either.

It was mentioned in Chapter 2 and 3 that she decided to stay in Korea after realising that there wasnt much in Japan for her. Thats where she called Jaejoong. After the one event that sets the setting of the story, she met the other 4 members of Dongbangshinki. The first person she saw that came near the premises of the emergency room was Junsu.

She ran away after knowing that jaejoong didnt remember her after the accident. Still, being ignorant on what illness Jaejoong is suffering from, she did not ask. Now she feels like its better that she never met him ever, cause it brings pain. Everynight the accident haunts her dreams, everyday she wakes up wanting to see Jaejoong. But she knows if she were ever to come face to face with him she will break down.

Jaejoong : He approached Andee when he saw her at the carpark as mentioned in chapter 1. (Today when I saw you alone I knew I had to come up and approach you) got it? it was later revealed that he wrote his encounter in his diary. But only right up to that first day they met. that was the last written post; which Junsu eventually read, secretly, without him knowing. Remember that it was the first time they meet. yet the feelings grew.

Girl, girl I'm goin' outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin' outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you

His body was aware that somebody was by his side that night he was sleeping at the hospital. Its a sad thing he got post-traumatic amnesia as mentioned in chapter 8. Andee didn't know about that even until now. Truthfully, when he was back at home, he couldnt stop wondering about himself and about the things he wrote in his diary. Who was Andee? and Who was the gal who visited him? Who is the girl in his dreams? Are they the same person?

Every night when I would go to sleep
I couldn't stop dreaming about you

Will Jaejoong get back his lost memories?

You're the one i want and no one can take it from me
No, no, no, no, no
Even though I don't really know you
I got a lot of love I wanna show you
And you'd be right there in front of me
I can see you passin' in front of me
No, no, no
Girl I need your love
Baby I need your love

Changmin : Yes he was the one who followed Andee around and did some research on her whereabouts after that Monday incident. He did not know Junsu followed him until he reached the apartment. He is keen in bringing Andee back to Jaejoong.

Dongwook : He was the one who caused the incident. Due to his guilty conciousness and after knowing the person he hit was DBSK's Kim Jaejoong, he turn himself in.

Junsu : Many did not expect him to be the one who has feelings for Andee. But when u read again, u can notice that he was there wherever Andee was. His eyes met hers for the first time(chapter4). He recalled seeing her somewhere only to know later on who she was. He saw her holding that jacket that belongs to Jaejoong. He was curious. But his curiousness led him to a different situation. He watched her sleep. He saw her defined facial features when she was asleep back in Yoochun's hospital room. He put the blanket over her when she slept. He knew he failed to catch up with Andee when she ran out of the hospital that day. He saw her sorrow and wanted to bare her off all the pain she was suffering that moment. You could see how frustrated he was when Changmin found Andee and didnt tell him first. He was going insane thinking of her since she left them.

After reading his hyung's diary by accident, he felt a sense of jealousy. Jaejoong met her first, how he wished it was him instead. Now he knows Andee loves Jaejoong after the confrontation.

Every now and then when I watch you
I wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk wit cha
If I could have the chance to walk wit cha

Will he confess to Andee or let his feelings slide away?

Trailer : It was the first ever time i made a video from scratch. The scenes in the video pretty much describes the story until Chapter 12. It starts off with the intro to DBSK, Jaejoong and Andee. Then the beach scene describes Chapter 1. Then it shows a girl (andee) crying holding a man(jaejoong) in her arms after he got hit. then u can see the hospital scene, the room with the doctor (the guy in the backview is yunho). That is chapter 2. The it skips to the chapters after Jaejoong woke up from from his sleep. I leave it to ur own interpretation of the story. Please enjoy and dont forget to comment.

kiss kiss.